asshole told me that he might be studying on my birthday instead of celebrating my birthday with me. he even said that it's rare/special & he think of getting books/pens etc for my present. I DON'T WANT TO BE SPECIAL. & im totally speechless regarding what he told me. god.
we shall see if he really mean it. if it's really real, i have no idea what im going to do. call gf and cry/whine? or get gf/bro/a random guy to celebrate with me? i don't want to be the rare one, not this at least. every girl wants to celebrate birthday with her boyfriend, im one of them too okay!
aiyaaaaaaaa! i dont know luh. i really dont wish it will happen. working tomorrow. earn a bit of $$ for my birthday. hahahaha.