Things going to get harder. Cant believe it's just the beginning of 2010 & i gotta go through this shit. oh god. baby, you will stick with me all the way right? Jessalyn, you will be my shoulder to count on too right? i feel so shitty now. ohmygod. feel like dying. Cant accept the fact yet, not just yet.
fuck it. Good luck to me tomorrow. & for the rest of the year.