i still love him. and i know i do. just that the stubbornness in me does not wanna show it out. fuck. that's me. i guess i failed being a girlfriend. and i miss him. 4days to be exact, it's kills. i have no idea what am i going to do when the person who meant everything to me suddenly poof! gone! holy shit, im going to sleep, thinking nothing. wake up, go work.