NUFFNANG

Thursday, October 16, 2008

why must i be the one always giving in?
why why why?
why whatever i do, you always think that im at fault.
why why why?
why can't you use your heart and feel instead of your brain?
why why why?
why can't you give in to me sometimes?
why why why?
why can't you catch the hints?
why why why?
why can't you pacify me when im in a foul mood?
why why why?
why must i always be the one being so auto?
why why why?
why are you always say out words that makes me feel as thou im so worthless.
why why why?
why whatever i said seems to be wrong?
why why why?
why would i be so dumb to fall in love with an asshole like you?
why why why?
why did you fell in love with me?
why why why?
why sometimes you treat me like gf & sometimes you don't?
why why why?
why.

just merely talking to my sister about your up coming competition, my mum heard it. and both of them said they wanna head down and see. telling you that my family wanna head down & see. anything wrong with that? why do you have to throw your temper at me? what's wrong with telling my family that my boyfriend is having a competition? why do you have to fucking hell throw your fucking temper at me? im not your soft toy or whatever shit. good mood treat me like your girlfriend, bad mood anyhow throw your temper vent your anger at me. im a human being & human being have feelings, im your girlfriend, not any other random girl/fling of yours for god sake. if you are having a bad day etc tell me, i can understand. but not anyhow throw your temper at me. i know you won't be saying sorry or explain to me why did you do this, cause you don't think that it's your fault. at least i talk to you very nicely alright & what i got back in return was you throwing your temper at me. how nice is it. but still, i hope that you will explain to me why which it's kinda impossible. can you like auto spend abit more time with me since im going overseas next thur for 5 freaking days?! sigh. block head.

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